“So, dear, no matter how we part, I hold you sweetly in my head.
And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead.
If I can’t love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend.
And I will lay a bed before you; keep you safe until the end.”
- Andria (La Dispute)
Just remembered this song; remembered so much.
Anonymous asked: you were never my filler. how can you say that? i wanted us. it was you who pushed me away. yes i left in the end. but i left not because you were a filler but because you were too much of a finder to me and it hurt too much when i was let down.
i never saw this.
Angel in the Snow - Elliott Smith (cover)
I did this cover this morning really quickly.
I’d love to know what you think
A new song in the works.
Lyrics to a new song which I have almost finished recording.
maybe a secret drop of the track is in order…
Made my own hell,
you couldn’t tell, anymore.
Protected yourself,
got up and left, through the door.
By taking it slow,
we’ll never know, if you’re the one.
I’m finding it hard,
to get very far… without you.
I can’t accept forgiveness,
I didn’t need it at all.
Between us, all this distance,
doesn’t seem so small.
Our world is non-existent,
I didn’t feel it fall.
So tell me again,
Why did it end, suddenly?
Please change your mind,
drop me a line, whenever yeah.
Give me a chance,
I’m only a man - in love with you.
If this is the way,
then I’d rather stay… without you.
I can’t accept forgiveness,
I didn’t need it at all.
Between us, all this distance,
doesn’t seem so small.
Our world is non-existent,
I didn’t feel it fall.
I lack courage.
Life is not meant to be navigated alone.
For a while I’ve watched people, myself included, grasp and claw at the compasses and maps of life, to no avail.
A lot of the time people think I have it all figured out, that I have my life mapped out.
And after a while, I started to believe them.
They thought I was carrying the shovel and the sword too.
I became too comfortable.
I made a mistake.
I made several.
You’re not the answer to my question,
And I’m not asking to be saved.
Life is full of mistakes; I just wanted to share every single one of them with you.
I would give the world to share them with you.
I won’t forget you, he won’t forget you, she won’t forget you,
The end is where I’ll stay.
xxx
From my personal blog, Photographed by Nic Belor
Is it me? or isn’t it?
Despite how empty the beach looks there was about 6 people (Fully clothed) wondering around when I jokingly said to my friend, “I’m going to take my clothes off” and he said “Go on”. So I did. and this was the result.
No one around stared… Being naked is next to normal on the beach in Byron.
Swimming naked at the beach is one of the most powerful experiences. So natural. How it’s meant to be. I urge you to try it someday. Choose an appropriate beach though.
I took this photo
Moving out. Fresh start. Clean slate. This is way harder than I could’ve imagined. Especially when I have no idea where I am moving to. Universe provide me with a miracle.
“In the end it will all be good. And if it is not good, then it is not the end.”
x
WILDE CHILD - RIDE FREE.
POSSIBLE T-SHIRT / NEW ARTWORK.
I DREW AN XS650 BOBBER, I LOVE THOSE BIKES. NEW NEW NEW.
